finally a fuck with another filipino ...

13 October 2010, wednesday and yet I thought it was only tuesday. Time is so fast, soon I would be turning another year. Last night was my 10th day, and yesterday somebody sort of giving me an ultimatum whether I would meet him or not. Duhhhh!!! Well, normally, or back in older days I would have simply ignored and disregarded him. But, somehow, turning another year older does not boost confidence, actually one basically feel older, less undesirable, less marketable ... sort of slowly loosing one's mojo.

An eyeball is exciting and stressful, one wonders about the person, likewise one wonders if one would be acceptable or not. I felt like I am not ready to meet anyone, well, I wanted my first one to be Nats since we have been chatting and exchanging messages since I got my internet connection - somehow, our planned weekend did not push through, we were not ready. But when one would really be ready? So I said yes to this guy and I told Nats about it. Nats was a bit disappointed that I would be meeting someone else, someone would be my first upon being back here in Manila, I replied that this would be most likely bad sex, something simply of the flesh, and over in less than an hour. That is another factor that I guess comes with age, somehow I want some connection, some cuddling, some hugging afterwards. And yet, my first time upon returning home would be just like the old days - hi, hello, lets do it, and goodbye.. see yah!

How should I describe my first pinoy in my new crime scene? He is tanned or moreno, shorter than me, stands most likely 5-6, 150lbs or so. He is discrete looking, meaning he does not appear to be gay, but likewise, nothing striking that would normally attract my attention if we were to meet somewhere else. We met as scheduled 6 pm in the designated meeting area, and from there walked to my new crime scene, same building, same location, same bed, but a different floor, am now on the third floor, third door on the right (likewise, the last door). Before, i lived on the second floor, first door on the right. As I have told Stan, by 7 pm, I was in Abensons Waltermart window shopping for a bed among other things.






Last night made me a bit melancholy about my latino friends. And reminded me likewise of the ones that would not be gifted in terms of size as other latinos and yet, made me cum and miss their company. One of them would be John or Jan, well their pronunciation is different. He is very white and very sweet, and I remember being surprised in meeting him in person in July 2010 for I thought he would be taller, he was shorter than I expected. He is a medical student with a straight twin brother. I find him very handsome that he reminds me of the actor in Criminal Minds, the one whose wife was killed and used to head the division.. wish I can share his face pic but as readers would note, I do not post face pics here except for those who I advertise for their services.

John was not endowed but he kept his hard on and kept fucking me, licking my nipples, caressing my body, using butterfly kisses and all. I liked him so much that I hoped he would visit me again, sad to say, after that, things have gotten bad that our schedule did not jive for us to have sex again. But we did keep in touch via text and all. Oh well, anyway, John thus proves that size is not everything. He was very affectionate, we were kissing and hugging, he fuck with a smile! (NOTE: ALL PICS IN THIS BLOG ARE THAT OF THE LATINO JOHN. NO PICS OF LAST NIGHT )

He stayed to talked afterwards, and since he is free, we went out to eat at Wendys together and continued our discussion about each other. It was getting to know each other. The next time we met and had sex again, I remember giving him a leather bracelet for him to remember me, that leather bracelet has a twin. In my my private collection I have a pic of him kissing me on the cheek while I stare at the camera. So sweet and touching ... sad to say, enjoy the moment while it lasts!





Nats have raised the question whether I would be satisfied with him since he thinks he is only around average or medium sized, and I have told him that its not the size that matters first - for me, for any top, ITS THE ERECTION! I mean, I think I have blogged it before, what is the use of a big one that is not hard enough to be inserted or to force itself in my ass? I find it a bit frustrating to find a flaccid cock, and a bit turned off - I mean, am I not hot enough for him to maintain his erection? Or he is simply just like me, unable to maintain an erection for whatever reason, like stress or thinking about problems. I know Nats has nothing to do with my eyeball last night nor with my sexperience with Latino John ... except that, a part of me wished it was him that I was with last night. Well, it was with Nats I was exchanging text last night, and chatting again today.

Now, back to factors of a good sex which is rigidity - one other thing that matters - LUBRICANT! I mean it was flattering that my partner was horny enough to want to shove his cock inside me after putting the condom, but please, without proper lubrication, it would be a bit difficult, no matter how the manhood is just like a single finger with an oversized thumb. Oh well, anyways, first times are usually over rated, and I guess not meant to be enjoyed much except to teach us morals or points to consider the next time around. My consolation, made me miss John and realize how lucky I am to have known guys like him.

Back here, I really do like Nats and also afraid of meeting him, from online to real life, he seems so perfect, a potential partner, a probable lover. Do I wish he was my first, yes, still yes ... then I just simply caution myself that sometimes certain fantasies are not meant to be realized. I have texted Nats about blogging him and he does not want to be blogged, but that is how much I like him - how much I consider him to be part of my life back here. Which is funny since I do not know him personally, nor do I think I would ever meet him in person - why? Just a gut feel ... and then I feel, I am growing old .... sex or lust should be separate from love, to mix them together is a recipe for disaster. There is no medicine for a broken heart, for std - there is some medicines.

I hope I am not that confusing, for I know I am without doubt confusing - others thinks I am a maniac or a sex addict but with all the stresses of my private life and moving back here, sex have been concentrated into reminiscing my previous life. The last comment I had ... "the fun continues" ... but when shall I be ready for it to commence? time will tell ... i hope ... (ei, funny, it may be, i do have some numbers already in my celphone for fun, but somehow I am simply not up to it yet, or simply said, i am falling for Nats. Love is such a mystery, it creeps in unknowingly!)

Missing Surprise Saturdays

Its now 9 October 2010. Back in Manila and I have lasted more than a week of abstinence, well by choice. I am not comfortable running to the nearest bath house nor running to somebody else place for some fun. I do have received numbers and invitations, and what is most memorable is having an eye contact with a yummy 20s last wednesday morning on my way to work. I guess we were both on our way to work when I saw him, and then the look back and all... unfortunately I was in a tricycle and the the stop sign turned green when he finally decided to walk to me! Oh well, at least I still have some ooomph with me. I think my sex adventures would continue.

I arrived evening of last Saturday, 02 October and have problem with the pollution but more to the dust in our house - and that is my excuse to get out of my mother's house and to having my own pad again. Oh yes, the crime scene would still be the same building I had 3 years ago. Today, I would test if the same bed is still usable or I would have to buy a new one. I have already accepted buying an aircon, cabinet, microwave, electric fan, television ... etc etc. Well, one needs a crime scene to have some fun.






Back in Caracas, Venezuela - saturdays are spent in my house so that friends can easily drop by and some fun happens. Yesterday, I chatted with a 23 yr old model aspirant from Brazil, he said he is in town auditioning as a model, he seems nice and curious. Let us name him Brachi - no, I am not fantasizing about meeting him or so, I already had my share of handsome faces and great bodies. He got curious getting to know this blog of mine, and ASKED whether my pictures and blog are true. I smiled but within my head - what? After 5 years of blogging, with pictures, someone still doubts me, thinking that this is fiction? Duhhhhh. That is precisely why I take photos, even of just their cocks, that my sexperiences are not my mental works but simply honest to goodness cock sucking that when I am lucking ends up in my ass!!!






Now, lying here on my bed, blogging again ... makes me miss Caracas, let me remember one Saturday when I had John, Carlos36, and Jorge all in the same bed. Carlos36 and Jorge spent their weekends with me in my last two months - and John called if I was alone, I said no, and that he can drop by and we could have some fun. I think that was third or fourth time with him, anyway, it was definitely my last time with him. I have posted pictures of him and it was a bit wholesome, taken after our sex. This time, with all the action, after I had my share of fun, I took souvenir photos of them having sex!





I love John with his young athletic body, it was such a delight being sucked by him, and sucking, while he suck the cocks of Carlos36 and Jorge. The mirror likewise reflected our sex, an extended one, I was soon on my back, legs in the air, with John inside me - I hugged him tight to my body so his ass would be open of which Jorge took. Actually, Jorge and Carlos36 took turns fucking his ass, all the time that John was inside me. I felt both fucking, and it was great! Likewise, at one point, the combination was me, john, jorge, and carlos36 inside jorge - we were feeling and seeing everything in the mirror. Jorge likes to look at the mirror, it sort of doubles the sensation he gets.

John was smitten in a way with Jorge that they exchange numbers and all. I dont mind sharing and all, more so if I would be the one beneath of them. I miss all that action. Anyway, let me share some photos - that it happened and not just my pigment of imagination.

My Last Monday

I woke up, wondering about today, its my last Tuesday here in Caracas, Venezuela as yesterday was my Last Monday. I looked for my camera and it was stranged, I could not find it ... I searched and searched for it. While reminiscing last night, I had Lamz and Jorge. Funny thing is, it is the second time that Lamz came to the apartment. The first time was with carlo36 and I arrived too late, their session was over, and I could only wish for him to come back! And last night, my wish was granted!

Let me describe Lamz, he is taller than me, big, white, undeniably handsome. I love just looking at his face. He has hair this is sort of straight with shades of white and chestnut brown. He sports a beard and all. His body would be considered chubby in the Philippines, and he has hair in his body that makes it sexy, its there but not long, as he shaves his body hair every two weeks, as he said. This reminds me of a question, have I tried uncut? I think Lamz is uncut,sorry for the doubt but you see, when I sprung his cock from his underwear, it was undeniably hard and the head was there! The truth is, when the cock is hard, its a bit hard at times to tell the difference between cut and uncut, until it gets soft ...






Oh yes, sorry .. my mind wandering off ... where is that camera of mine? Wait a minute, I remember showing him the pictures, while Jorge was was adjusting himself, we had just finish fucking and it was his turn to be on his back... and for me to take videos instead of pics... the bed was shaking.. the bed... Oh my god!! I checked and true enough, for the first time, the camera must have slip from on top to the side, and on to under the bed!! That is how much shaking the bed took! Good thing! Oh well, I have the pics and the video. Well, enjoy the pics first.

Making my own "scandal" video

Its now 810 pm, 24 of September 2010. Its raining outside and been crying this afternoon. I went home with some colleagues, we brought some bread and I am alone on my bed. I got to chat with someone, I remember the face but nothing much - so I could honestly say it was not memorable! Wait, he wants to drop by again and perhaps play with my sex toys.. huh? I have sex toys, but for me to play with, not others to use on me - I mean, that reminded me... I do not want to sound like a size queen but if his equipemtn is lacking that he has to use my sex toy on me, why should I see him again? Minus well, insert that damn thing on my own!






It has been pretty difficult for me lately and I ended up playing computer games, reading books ... and then posting messages on a discussion board. Then someone sent a private message to me, invite him to my blog... oh yeah.. I have this blog! Although I have not updated it.. I still have it... so here I am writing, expressing myself.

But what shall I post? ... I was robbed, and I lost my laptop thus along with it a lot of pictures... hmmm, i wonder if my pictures with my face would surface over the net ... anyway for my partners, their faces are usually cut anyway. Its their cock that is usually uncut!






Oh yeah! I have started compiling some short video and I already have around 30 minutes footage of my favorite latino aka... Jorge!!!

We sort of had a threesome last 19 September, sort of because I ended up being a photographer! Its fun watching him fuck someone ... who was so into him, I dont blame him, I have been fucked by Jorge several times I already stopped counting! So, let the pictures show how much I love my Master Jorge!






The third guy, Alejandro is tall, slim, with curly hair. He said he was only 24. He said he is versatile but more of a bottom. He even asked if I could find one more active person. Duhhhh! With Master Jorge, I prefer threesomes, so my ass can rest - he is one of those that can take two assess! Besides, what I have in mind is to take videos of Master Jorge fucking this Alejandro. Thus, as mentioned, I always place a male porn on the DVD to add to the setting. BUT, this time, I placed a home made porn wherein Jorge was jacking himself, and the next part is me sucking Jorge and him fucking my ass. It was Master Jorge holding the cam, it was from his point of view, and he lost the perspective with the pleasure of my ass.

Alejandro was taken with the video, it was something to watch porn - more so to see the actors in the same bed with you. I was hard touching his dick, it was rock solid!! I fondled it immediately and placed it inside my mouth.






Master Jorge is a scorpio too, 12 years younger than me, so we are both of the same western horoscope sign, and even under the chinese horoscope, we are the same animal. I guess that makes us more connected that he took on himself to take pictures of me having fun orally with Alejandro. And at one point, I have both of their cocks inside my mouth. My mouth was stretched hard but it was simply a delight.

I know my role, I would be the base! Its my favorite threesome routine - I lie on my back, a pillow under my ass, and open wide. Alejandro was very hard and eager to fuck me. I let him be, enjoying that hard cock of his forcing itself on me. The second stage is to hug him, making him fold over and open his ass to Jorge. Jorge then would slowly insert himself, pinning Alejandro more. It gets to me, watching the changes inf Alejandro's face - the pleasure of fucking, the pain of being fucked by Jorge. He was experiencing pain and pleasure, pleasure and pain - divine sensation, that he moved his pelvic to fuck my ass and yet to fuck more the cock in his ass! (sorry, we have no third person to take photos of this segment ... we were lost in ecstasy!)






I have a room with a big mirror, Master Jorge like watching himself fuck someone. I like the sensation of a cock inside my ass, feeling that dick twitch everytime Master Jorge fucks his ass. It was awesome, i feel like being fucked also by Master Jorge! It was enough that Alejandro came before all of us ... I stop for a break but I know it would not be over for Master Jorge, like I said he is good enough for two shots..

I took a bathroom break and came back to find them fucking - this is where I took my camera and started taking pictures. Master Jorge trust me, and Alejandro was too lost, he was moaning and groaning with delight. Master Jorge, stopped and told me.. "he said its ok if you take video, as long as there is no face" PERMISSION! Who could resist that cock? I switched from camera to a video cam .... I got 10 Minutes of fucking with the last segment Alejandro groaning loadly with delight!