Bisexuality Validation!

Wednesday, 09 March 2011. My last two posts have no pictures and I apologized for that. This posting would have some, although the number of quality and pics would not be like last Sunday - March 13! I am writing this posting already as sort of response to recent comments. I understand why some thinks I am shameful of what I have done, written, and posted, but for good or bad - I guess I have no sense of shame!

Imagine, I even assisted Hilda in meeting her sexual fantasy and that is having sex with two or more guys!. Previously, she only ended with Absex and then with Popoy! This time, Popoy is back and I have invited Daddy John and Dennis likewise! I admit to being gay, I would not make any claim of bisexuality based on a single fuck with a female prostitute around 15 or 16 years ago! But these guys ... I posed the question, care to claim bisexuality? Can you get a hard on and fuck a pussy? Of the three, one was not able to maintain his erection and fuck Hilda ... who is gay or bisexual?






Dennis arrived first, then it was Popoy, and then Daddy John. I already had sex with all of them, I had no problem with their performance - actually, readers would be most aware with them since they are definitely no strangers to my bedroom. And Hilda, I want her to experience the same delights that I had. It was no problem setting it with Popoy and Daddy John since we had talked about it before. Dennis was a gray area, although I already had a threesome with him and more I am not sure of his bisexual nature. It seems that he only had sex once with a girl, in a situation forced by his group of friends, and one that was rushed and certainly unromantic. He was willing to try.






Funny, Dennis and I at first were already smooching and having fun. Yes, it was fun sucking him again, having the first lick or suck. :) But when Popoy arrived, he was more than welcome. Daddy John was the one who was a bit shy this time but he looked gorgeous on his black bench brief with the golden garter! I smiled looking at him, never did saw him that dashing before. And again, this time, we were already having some fun when Hilda arrived - and really my fault as of not closing the door! Damn, I guess I was really excited my head was not functioning that much.

Unconditional ... Unexpected

10 February 2011, Thursday. My blog would already be about two weeks late. I feel the lag and yet it allows me not only to remember those moments but understand repercussions, cause and effect. I still did not report to work, useless to go to work when my mind and heart is somewhere else - and for this Daddy John met me at Jollibee. It was my first time to meet him outside my place, first time to have some time with him or anyone over merienda. In terms of depression, it would have been shopping or sex that would be my aleviator, my first aid but I have no money to shop nor idea to shop for something. And MarkYD have expressed his disgust that I engage in sex for depression, he said there are other means such as pigging out - and that I tried out that afternoon. I ordered for Daddy John and me, and yet except for the fries, I am the one who finished everything!

Daddy John as I refer to him proved himself right for the name - fatherly! He was there listening me ramble and runt about my life. It was not much of a discussion, it was almost like a monologue of my life. He was very patient trying to understand my life - readers joked of envying my sex life, saying its not fair. Well, its not really fair, that I do not have to worry if I would have a fuck or sex mate, and yet I worry about losing my job! I worry about our family affairs, the close extended family I know had moved on, no longer that close, distances created when we had our own families - except for me. He listened, no advise, no criticism, he accepted me for what I am. His acceptance was unconditional, made me feel good accepting myself. He did not suggest any changes and I felt right being myself. That friendship of his was unconditional, so moving on - I told him as I may have no alternative career to think off, there is someone wanting to meet me that day.

Count your blessings, you may not have a job but at least you have someone wanting to spend some time with you.

Huh, well, if this my blessing, I share my blessing. Care to join us? I have never met him and I am not sure his preferences but my instinct, my gut feel is that he would be glad to have two playmates and not just one. Like, I have mentioned before Daddy John is a mestizo, and one can be reminded of Ric Segreto or Jovit Moya (if you are not familiar with these artist, its a generation thing, one can google how they look). So I am confident that Vic would welcome both of us. Vic is married with kids and work in Harrison.

My phone rings, an unsaved number. Are we on? I replied yes and that I have a welcome surprise! So Daddy John and I went back to my place to wait for Vic. I was feeling better to have a good threesome. Daddy John was apologetic that he brought someone and I have declined to join, I said its nothing, just me trusting my intuition when to have sex or not.

Waiting in my pad, it was exciting. Thus, when I opened the door. Huh? What? Hey!

There standing on the door is not someone new, but its Albert! My thursday fuckbud! I was surprised, I am not expecting him. Would this be a foursome? It turns out, the unregistered number is his new mobile number, he had been robbed recently and lost his mobile phone to the robbers! And going back online, Vic, waiting for confirmation have went home to his family! Oh ok ... so would this turn out to be?

This time, I asked directly Albert, are you versatile? Is it ok? I had sex with Daddy John really only once, after that, the threesome sex with him was for me to focus on the third person, who is a versatile to address his needs as a top and mine as a bottom. Yeah, Daddy John is rough and I was not sure if I can handle two tops! I was still recovering my full libido.

Yes, no problem. And Albert gave a timid smile.

It was a smile that would represent the sex - GREAT, very VERY GREAT!

My apologies if I cannot be that graphic of those bed moments. Suffice to say, I remember sucking Daddy John and Albert. Then it was sort of a line. Daddy John was lying there while Albert was sucking him and I sucking Albert. Then, the switch, I suck Daddy John while Albert suck me. It was nice being in between, felt so good sucking two cocks!

Daddy John stood up, went to my condom bowl and placed protection on his penis. I sat on my bed post and positioned Albert. Albert was on his fours, he was going to take it doggy style. Daddy John slowly inserted his cock into Albert, who grimaced but silently took every inch. Then, he went down on me. He has two cocks at both ends. Then, Albert motioned to switch on to lie on his back. Daddy John was still standing by the bed, this time Albert was lying with his legs in the air. This allowed me to suck Albert, we were doing 69 while Daddy John continued to fuck him. It was already heaven for me.

A third position, to try it a sandwich. I moved to be the bottom layer this time Albert's cock in my ass, and as soon as he settled, Daddy John took his ass again. There was rocking and moans ... and it was Daddy John who came first and withdrew himself. Albert continued to fuck me until he came. Oh yes, its a delightful start for a recovery!

Right of refusal

Thursday, 13 January 2011. I reserve the right of refusal and everyone has the same right. After last night, a threesome and a fivesome, I am not up to any group sex today. Daddy John ask if he could drop by with a friend and I said yes. The guy seems to have a good shape body but I was not up to it, I guess I was still tired and reserving myself for Albert. The same guy I had sex last thursday, I love repeat sex!

So, Daddy John arrived with his friend, and there is that familiarity but feeling not up to it, I just lead them to the room and left them. I wanted to upload and update my blog. What is the moral of the night? I have the right of refusal, my choice, my decision. There are those that text me that I have not met, and would like to go to my place and have sex, bring some playmates too - when I am not in the mood, I simply respond that they check in a motel. Which is true, this is my pad - its my call, my decision for others to have sex here for if I allow it, I do intend to join, and if I change my mind for one reason or another, its my right, my call. Anyway, I presumed they have fun. I allowed it since I like Daddy John and I do know him in comparison to those who text that I have never met nor had time on a one on one basis.

3 daddies and a chub!

Monday 10 January 2011. Daddy John is getting a massage from Ting, but he would not be asking for extra service or anything like that - we had that earlier! And I mean WE - Kim is 22 now, a chub and yet a delight to the touch as he has smooth white skin, it was like velvety. Kim said he had visited my pad in 2007! As I write this, I got his txt message "just got home. Thanks ulit! :) hehehe. daddys. ho hot niyo. ang hot ni john. hahaha. goodnight! :)". This is what I aim for, a good time for everyone that one wishes to come back for more, a good time that one remembers even after several years!

Kim arrived early, and just texted earlier if I am free. I texted back yes and that Daddy John would be there, no problem. His arrival is unexpected. Actually what was planned was Drinker and Daddy John, the two have been exchanging messages in PR but never got to meet. He took a quick shower and then we were just necking and all, he was moaning from my tongue, we are both in our underwear. I cannot be naked since I was waiting for Daddy John. And when Daddy John arrive, it was easy .. there was chemistry, there was no reservations. I introduced Daddy John to Kim, saying he could be a son, 22 years ago, when he was 18. Kim is half my age, since I am 44.

Kim is a delight, he took on John, sucking his left nipples, switching to the left. Daddy John was wide eyed, amazed at the libido, I can only smile back and be happy. I love it when my instincts are good.

Drinker texted that he is downstairs, and I replied that he just go straight to the third floor, third door on the right, none of us can go down and meet him since we are naked. I opened the door, hiding behind the door. He is bald in his pictures, with a beard that makes him look like a villain, the bad boy that one would want to have some fun.

definitions ... meanings of group sex

Wednesday, 5 January 2011. Let me recall last night before I forget. Daddy John was prompt, the very essence of dependability and professionalism, he was in my pad by 7pm. TonyI2 arrived with a bottle of black label, he admitted it was his first time for group sex and he needed to loosen a bit. Vince arrived alone, although he planned to come with someone else. Yujiro completed the group while Jay sent a message he just woke and asking whether he could still go and join - him, I chose to ignore.

How was it? I have three guys I never met before but I felt secure with John's presence. The sex was great although not much fucking since Tony, John, and Vince are practically newbies!

No Show ... instant hookups

14th of December 2010. As I had Dan to visit me, so just like last week I have John scheduled again. But remembering the last time, I have set up a threesome with him, but the guy never showed up! Well, I wish him karma, he cited work as his excuse but that left me and John ... just us. But like I said, its a good thing that he is in his 40s, he is very patient and understanding. As we have scheduled , planned a threesome we just went online and search for a third. It was not easy but we have our lucked ... someone answered and then just after 10 min, we heard a knock on my door..

Expecting it was him, I opened the door and... ei, he is a twink, short guy, most likely in his teenage years, wearing a white sando. I welcomed him ... but he looked at me and John, and then said he must have made a mistake and immediately turned around and left. Huh? Ano iyon? What was that? A rejection? We did show our pics/ profile and even gave my facebook. Oh well, I guessed back on the net to search. But, I also hoped that it was just a mistake like the twink said, no matter how weird that sound. I mean, perhaps it was simply that, because that could not be the guy we just hooked up online, here in 10 minutes?

Well, a bit more time later and we did received a txt and another knock ... the previous one was really a fluke!

It was a threesome but this time, my ass was not on the line. I guess how much I like John - I know he would be a fuck bud, a good friend ... but it was definitely at most just a friendship not the mysterious chemistry I have with Dan. At least two guys had some fun in my place.

Papa John, Daddy John, papalicious, daddylicious

Wednesday, 08 december 2010. Ting asked me "Where you not afraid of him?"

Huh? No, why?

He was big.

And I thought about John, pondered about him. I never did felt any fear or reservation from the time I saw him at my door. John is not the typical Filipino type, he has that latino whiteness, he would be considered as tisoy. Just touched 40, he definitely would be classified as the daddy type but not the soft kind. I would not say he is chubby for what I felt on his arms and body are meat, muscles under that skin. The best word to describe John is that he is stocky. It is that stockiness that it makes the cuddles, the tight hugs nicer.

Actually, he was a no show before. He already texted that he would visit me but he did not show up. This time, he said he would really show up. Nothing much better to do, I was at my pad - if he comes, good, if he does not come, that would not spoil my night. I even have prepared myself a Nescafe, masarap kahit sa gabi, decaf naman eh.

And then I saw him on the door, he reminded me of a movie start - Jovity Moya!! Then he told me, its not the first time that somebody have made such a comment. But aside from that star, others have mentioned his resemblance to the late Ric Segretto. Yeah, there is that special attraction of him. He sat down on the sala, I offered water while I continue to enjoy my Nescafe decaf. I took note of his backpack, that turquoise blue samsonite, that he was carrying up front. (in pinoyexchange, a topic or thread have asked why does pinoys carry their back pack in front - to avoid robberies!) I like the color of his bag, its the same color as most of my stuff, but I would not dare buy that brand for although it is top brand, I consider the price above my means.

I reached for his bag to put down on the floor, I sensed he was still a little weary. No need to rush things, so we talk more. He is indeed a daddy type having one child, but like other OFW families, he is now separated from his wife. I felt sorry and I initiated the move, I sat beside, started to caress his arms, his legs. NICE!! VREY VERY FIRM!! He was edgy.

"I dont kiss" he said.

and I replied "no problem with me"

"please no photos"

With such a please, how could I say no. I just said yes.

It was time, and so I asked him to go to my bedroom. I guided him, edged him to my bedroom. No problem. He is mature enough, we just got naked, and I was smiling. I have a stocky fellow, which is like doing it with a muscled guy.

He said he is just normal, average, typical, regular - what the fuck?!! I told him he is not just normal, he is above average, atypical, special!

"Special child?"

I have to quell my laughter, that would kill the mood. "Your special because your cock is so hard, it is simply delight to suck it" and I again drove to stuff my mouth with it. I wanted to reply back that he is gifted, man, having his hard cock inside my mouth and holding on to his hairy and hard body? Duhhh... The man is without a doubt the ideal man that most would dream about. He is totally, undeniably discreet. If I met him on the streets, unless he gave me the eye contact, I would never guess that I can have someone like him over my body.

Physically, I would agree that his member is just average, typically filipino - very hard. But what made so special is that he proved that performance is a better gauge! After I have sucked his cock, I placed the lubed and sat on him - from there it was a series of positions and hard pumping. He stopped at times, thinking I was hurting - it hurt but in a very delightful way, that I always have to squeeze my ass and wiggle it to edge him to continue. Aside from the word HARD, perhaps one can say that the sex was almost like brutal, he was slamming my ass, banging it with his manhood, controlling his cock as he grinds my ass, move his cock at different possible angles. He would press on me his weight, fucking with so much intensity that I grimaced and groaned in delight. He definitely knows how to fuck, holdng my foot apart, splitting me wider, directing on how I should position myself.

I hate to admit it, but I was forced to realize that although I was able to take him all in - I could not last that much hard fucking, that slamming of his stiff rod, holding on to his firm arms, legs - not to mention how he would hold apart my legs! I called for a break, a time out! Me! But that is the reality. Next time, I would have another bottom for him! Likewise, I told him that I still need to meet my mother.

"So, split? But I am not yet finished"

I smiled and since my legs and ass needed a time out, it was my mouth and hand that continued. He moaned and enjoyed, until he came. Like I have written before, I aim to please!