OH MY EGOY!!

12 July 2008. It was not our first time together. I remember meeting him at Marriot Hotel, I was only wearing shorts and he came wearing a checkered polo and standing taller than me! I stand around 5 feet and 8 inches and with my built, I am not easily intimated by size but this time, I was quiet, I was aghast to find him taller than me, with a bigger built. I had mixed emotions. I was scared - what if he is not a good guy? He can easily overpower me. I was also excited - I could just imagine his hard solid body on top of me, pleasuring me like so fully. I was quiet for he is unexpectedly handsome!

We walk from Mariott Hotel to my place, each step making me more excited, he is confident and his smile was very reassuring. Our conversation eased my fears but left me more expecting on what is to come.

That first time, I was so eager, I could not wait. I help him disrobe, and immediately sucked on his nipples, those soft nipples that hardened in my mouth. My hands were busy undoing his belt, his pants while my mouth continue the nipple play. My heart was beating fast with the anticipation. My hand came over his crotch, and dig in - finding a hard snae, a python, an anaconda!! I was shaking with excitement, I moved my lips downwards, giving him kisses as I proceed to his manhood. Oh wow, it was not easy sucking his cock but it was so good. The size of his dick was such a pleasure to suck again and again.

Saturday Sex with Sebastian

12 JULY 2008. Saturday ... what would I do? I answered back a text message asking me if we could meet around 11 am that morning. Well, gallivanting would only drain me financially and I do have my laundry to do and who knows? Finding a prince is never easy, one has to kiss a lot of frogs or in my case, I have to suck a lot of cocks and be fuck with it before finding one that would stay and love me . . . from sex to a relationship, that is my route. Others wanted some friendship or relationship first, then they have sex... and then that would be the end of it!

I met Sebastian from Manhunt but I could not recall who is who. I am 41 going 42, why bother trying to memorize the nicks / aliases with the picture when one is not sure which ones I would really end up in bed with? I just play it by chance. Wow... another text ... he is looking for my building and asking for reference points. Duhh!!! Hmmm, a commuter, he has no car. Oh well, I agreed to meet him at the Sacred Heart Church, its basically two blocks from my building and a bit easy to walk. Besides, the first and last time I did wait on the church - I ended up with Eduardo (a bit player) a very handsome latino and gifted, truly gifted in terms of size and performance (sorry, he would not allow me to take any pictures since he plays bit roles in tv, so he says, but I do believe him. He is so handsome, and my heart melts with his every smile. I would have been a willing sex slave for him.) Sorry, I transgress - bottom line, I agreed to meet him at the church.

Waiting in a rendezvous point is exciting and scary indeed. When one sees someone goodlooking coming, you hope its him, and when you see an undesirable man, you fervently hope its not him!

Pedro

09 July 2008. It was a horrible day, office politics is very stressful, it simply drains the life of you. Knowing you are a junior, a newbie, of a lower rank makes you an easy target, helpless - I did not shed a tear but I was all so crumbled inside. I felt so low. Work have been my life, my priority and yet there was no satisfaction. I felt sorry for not writing and enjoying other aspects of my life.

I have just finished my monthly reports and now I have some slack time. Only now did I take time to read and reply to my emails. I felt bad that I might have missed the chance meeting Pedro - he had sent his pictures, he is white and okay. Based on the attached pictures, he is the average guy, nothing spectacular, nothing extraordinary, you plain joe, to talk with, to cuddle, to have sex with.

EXPECT THE WORST or expect nothing. I have always tried to think this way so one would not be disappointed or frustrated - and so it feels better when reality sets in like Pedro! I agreed to meet him in Sambil Mall, at the Efe Ice Cream - I need some comfort food after being dressed down and humiliated by an older senile officer in the office. I did not wait for him, I simply ordered a banana soft, its sort of a banana split but uses soft ice cream in lieu of the regular ice cream. Two ladies then shared the table, I smiled at them since I do not understand what they are saying, I thought it was the polite thing to do. Then came this good looking Spanish guy with salt and pepper hair (think of Richard Gere but slimmer, thinner) and I was smitten! Spanish is already difficult for me, more so that I am distracted by this smiling face of Pedro. Now this is karma - bad day at the office, and my reward is having a new friend like Pedro ... it might be end up a one night stand only, but definitely one that I would relish, smile, and feel good about. I offered my ice cream to him, and he did share it with me .... no scrupples, very open, very friendly... oh yes.. ice cream for now.. later.. i will share every inch of his body, and that manhood of his!

FOURSOME surprise on a sunday

06 Julio 2008. Jorge is someone I met from the streets. It is not advisable to meet anyone, any stranger for that is how unsafe Caracas is. I was a few steps from my building when I noticed this Six foot two inches venezualan, he is white, carrying that typical castillan face. He also looked in my direction - there was that something. That something we played for a while, I stayed on the doorsteps of my building, I did not enter, looking back at him - and he stayed on the street corner. Oh, if this was the Philippines, I would have taken the first move and approached him. Time is precious to be wasted on waiting game, but I am still new to this place and I have limited Spanish. What if one cannot pick up guys from the streets? What if the eye connection is different?

Saturday with Nicholas Cage look alike ...

28 June 2008. He looks like Nicholas Cage!!!

Wicked Wednesday

25 June 2008.

Sunday Morning Orgy

22 June 2008. Yes, the title said it all. I have been advised that Jorge and company would be dropping by. Just like before, it was on a sunday morning. This time, I have anticipated it - a waste basket for the used tissues and condoms, more dry towels, soaps, and condoms!

Its basically the massage party people plus Rommel! He is handsome, slim, and young.

threesome

June threesome

sucking

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Massageparty

18 May 2008. Jorge invited some friends over. He told me that they are here for a massage party - we massaged each other. He did not mention any sex, but I could only hope for something.