Yummy and Kitty

Holy week is suppose to be used for reflection. So far, I think I have done a fairly good deal of updating my blog. Although I have uploaded and posted some, I saved them as a draft to give highlights to my musings of earlier time - such as this sex with Yummy Elmar and Kitty. I know, Kitty sounds like funny, cartoonish, when in person, the guy is definitely a gym rat, with his muscled body, smooth skin, and nice dick. Well, he is a medical professional on his doctoral studies, married, so he says. On that, seeing the camera, he was very kittish about it, when it was Elmar who trust me that simply disregards the camera.

What is more remarkable about that night, is that both slept over till the wee hours of the morning. Since there was two of them, not just one, and I trust Elmar, I obliged. During the sex, I had the time of my life with both of them, sucking and fucking both of them. But they did not suck each other, I was doing all the sucking, and I was not complaining. How can I complain when my mouth is full?

The thing is, its not easy to sleep with other people when one is used to sleeping solo in one's bed. So there I was, the last to sleep and yet easily awaken when I felt movement. True enough, I saw them sucking in the dark! Yeah right, I admit that I have a small dick that size queen would not like to suck, its a fact. So, some would not like to suck me, and thus, would not like to show that they suck cock at all, I am not offended. But I just find it ironic or funny, that they would try their best to be "pure top" - the ones who simple let themselves be suck and fuck bottoms, and yet here they are in the dark, sucking cock. Oh well, I do not go for labels, just that, why hide?

Anyways, Kitty may not like to be photographed but here are four pics of Elmar - just to show he did visit me and I got to suck him good. Kitty ... well, he like what he saw which is why they had their own suckfest later in the the dark.

Big body, Aching legs

Ok, ok, I guess I did not get my rocks off with green lantern. Worst, I owe my friend for coming to the rescue. But if that happens, why do it? Well, consider it as charity, as additional good karmic points. Along with such point of view, if my ass needs a fucking, it will get a fucking. This point of view is basically what Rhonda Byrne of the Secret.

Thus, surprise, surprise, somebody texted me - Zeke. He is taking a taxi from Robinson Manila to my place. Oh oh, he has money... I mean he has the means to pay a taxi, and not just the LRT or jeep. In a way, that was a bit calming, hard to think of him to be of someone with a bad intention so I welcomed him without any shout for assistance. Him, I plan to face alone.....

OH MY GOD! He is big, and I mean taller and wider than me. If he turns out to be a bad person, I would be at a disadvantage but my spider sense or gay instinct was not screaming. Instead the voice in my head was... alleluia.. alleluia, see, be nice to people even if others would not. My ass remained a virgin despite the threesome, and my ass was still screaming for a fuck, and now a fucking I would get. I was wondering how big he would be and how it might hurt .. with my ass still untouch that day.

He got lose but seem nonchalant. He was nice enough to tell me front hand that he has another appointment after that and that he cannot stay. Duhhhh, as if I would want hi to stay, that meeting was just for sex, since my sexual thirst was still unquench, I want a fuck and then good bye. I just replied with a simple smile and " no problem". On a general level, good sex ought to be repeated but it would be nicer that you leave, yeah, fuck and leave, let me bask alone, savor solo the after sex feeling, or rather at times, be in the loo when the dick is good and y ass literally had a good fucking.

He was moreno, big and wide, and so thus his cock, average I think. As he is big, I suck him good, it was a bit fat cock, and then I sat on it! And that I remember, the uncomfortable soreness on my legs as I straddled his big body, it was more of the cramps that I recall on my legs than my ass. I guess he was also not used to sex that much since straddling him and gyrating, quenching my ass, he did not last long, he came.. pushing his pelvis up and down on my ass, pushing upward more, and then downward. But somehow, I know that was simply a one night stand.. my clue? The advance notice that he is just there for sex, and that he leaves as soon as he finished. Finished he did, he put back his clothes - a shiny satiny polo, green / bronze / gold, whatever, at least his clothes support that he indeed was squeezing a quickie before going out with his friends. Zeke came and go, leaving me with my legs quivering from his wide body, that I straddled..... a good karma, since green lantie left me... hanging...

Sex in the dark

Its not that much that one encounter requests but what endeared this first threesome of the year was he asked for darkness. The lights are normally turned off, with the tv providing the illumination as it plays sex education tapes - meaning m2m or male porn. But he requested that the tv and dvd player be turned off likewise!Ah ok, so i thought of turning the electric aroma burner, which uses a small 2.5volt light bulb, the one normally used in refrigerators, he asked that it be turned off too. Que? What the fuck, it would be too dark until our eyes adjust to the light given by the street lights, which is not exactly enough. I wonder why?

One thing seems to be more definite, it would be the first and last. I do not like the set up, upsetting when the routine is change.

Lets name him greenlantern as he abhorred light and delighted in the darkness. He is a cook, nice builty, seems chinese with his fair skin. Very manly and discreet. He had texted me before but I declined since it was too sudden and I was not in the mood. This time, i feel forced in that he was on his way, I was not yet ready at all! Last time, I begged off, now I cannot do that, he was on his way. I hate these so called alpha males, but then, if I spurn him the second time - I do not want to risk a stalker! I, myself, is afflicted with being OC (obsessive compulsive behaviour ). Oh well, who knows?

When I saw him on my terrace, as I am not ready I had to call Louie, who thankfully was available. I just came home, I cannot leave a total stranger in my bedroom, and he seems so "top" and yet someone willing to go oral on someone well endowed like Louie - ergo, a call for help from Louie, who came to my rescue.

So back to Green lantern's request for darkness, there are three of us. We cannot see him, he cannot see us, it was simply the hands doing the looking. His body is sculpted most likely by working out. It was a delight to kiss and suck his biceps, holding and feeling his hard, smooth body..... till my hands reach the souther region whick usually delights my hand, mouth, and ass... I was not expecting much ... for there was nothing to expect at all.

Funny, now I realized why he preferred darkness - but even without sight, my hands are enough to sense his manhood. Oh, I like the hardness but his insecurity is in the size and not the rigidity. No matter - the fun began. I have no inhibitions but both of them simply trying to size up the other. Tauro is open to oral, but he expects reciprocity, or else, he would simply withdraw. Which he did.

So it was a threesome that spared my ass. Only the green lantern came and I owe Tauro for the night! And I though he would be my karmic payment for the previous night orgy. Oh well....

First Orgy for the Year!

I only had a few (less than five) encounters in December of 2011, no orgies if I remember it correctly. I stand by for a self imposed celibacy for financial good luck. One is usually blessed in career, family, love ... or sex - as such in my case. My career was stagnant, worst, my salary was placed on hold and for several months I have to live on my mother's mercy. It did pay off, before the end of the year, I got a portion of my salary back and thus I was not that despondent.

2012 hopefully would be better financially. Lovelife? I am not that hopeful. I am content with my friends and that includes my BFF (Best Friend Forever) Paulo. I actually started my post for the year, asking for text mates for him, I guess he has some idle time. I just edited my posting to a thank you and posting his pics. I think I also have to update that to include what happened!

Anyway, before I forget my first orgy. Let me start to write about it. It was fun from the accounts.I did not participate, just hosted since I am not sure if my salary would again be placed on hold. A little sacrifice would not hurt.

Elmar wanted to meet but requested if we can have a group fun, I remember that I was having a merienda in Cartimar when we started texting about it. So I ended up sending invites and all, it would be easy to have Paulo. Paulo is usually free on Wednesdays and Saturdays. A Saturday night would seem ideal except by nightfall I would no longer have the stamina for some bed fun if I and my Mom went out during the day. I reserve my weekends to be with my Mother. So, wednesday it is. What is frustrating is that later on, Elmar was a no show! That ... prick! Dickhead.

Anyway, I think I had a good numbers. Dennis is always a delight and a darling, he cuddled with Paulo, its always nice to cuddle with hard, dark muscles. Physically, Paulo is 100% male, the type that would stir up desire, that unfortunately can go deeper and in vain. Yeah, Paulo had been so hurt that his heart had been taken from his chest and put in a steel vault. He would smile and be sweet, but very mindful and and careful to be hurt again. I had to remind Dennis to be careful that he might fall for Paulo for as they say it, he has a cactus heart.

Did I mention that the night was a little comedic? Problem with even numbers, it becomes twosomes. So there was Winshane and Jomar took to him, SWALLOWED HIM WHOLE! Jomar is a bit heavy on the side, but Winshane has a cock described to be deadly or hazardous to your health - one can choke on his cock, but Jomar simply took it all, up to the hild! Paulo recounts he almost laughed at the facial expression of Winshane, eyes wide open, surprised that someone took his cock fully and deeply. Winshane afterwards left the room to Jomar's dissapointment, he was hoping to sit on the cock but Winshane had already withdrawn from the group.

Winshane asked me about Jomar, he was uncomfortable... oh huh.. well, er... I was not really counting on Jomar to be part of the group fun. I usually "taste test" members but he texted he was sad and all, who does want a gay suicide? So I took the risk. I hope the readers and all would now understand why I insist on a one on one - yes, it is a screening process, its a a test! Paulo smiled and laugh about it, telling me about it.

I had my fun when Marino came, yeah, its his pics that are attached. He was the last I expected and the one I took for myself. I cant remember his name or nick, but I refer to him as Marino since after sucking, he did fuck me... rapidly and quickly. Paulo termed it as "kantot marino", so I referred to him as Marino.

And that is how I had my first orgy of the year. Magandang bueno mano.

My BFF is thankful for those who called and texted

To those who texted and called on my friend, Paulo, Thank you so much. We bonded again, sunday, 22 January 2012. I was able to take some pics, and let me share one. Sorry, had to take his number down.

Last cock suck for 2011

Am 45! Years ago, I thought reaching 45 would mean retirement for my sex life. I took a leave and went to Puerto Galera for some quiet time and I spent it on DVD marathon of TV series like True Blood and Warehouse 13. I did take a dip in the salt water for an hour in the early morning and late afternoon, to avoid getting sunburned and minimize sun exposure. My best friend joined a day after, and he woke me up a morning with his morning woodie. I do not know how heavy he is, but muscles are heavier than fat, so he literally smothered me with his hard and dark body. I did not complained but I was about to squeal from pain and delight, he muffled my shout with a pillow! I let him ravaged me, I was very passive, acting like a rape victim and yet enjoying every moment except at one point, we had to pause for me to get the lubricant from my bag (well, that obviously destroys the illusion of rape or forced sex.) To my BFF for years, thank you dear!

I know I had not an entry since October and I apologize for that. The screen of my Toshiba laptop gave out and was forced to migrate to an Acer i3 windows 7, meaning i have to adjust, learn, and look for the softwares I am used to - like Photoimpression. Photoimpression allows me to crop pics that no discernible faces show up and likewise resize pics for easy uploading. Finding that software kept me away from posting pictures. Not that I lack in sex. Then I chose a little celibacy in December, it seems I can only be successful in career (money), relationship (love), or sex - and in a week of no sex, I got some money! So I said, I would just be celibate for December, but I am not a strong person. I had two good fucks, and the last massage I got, I sucked my masseur!

I apologized and excused myself citing that I had sex with him earlier this year, and he replied saying it was in January, when he was working as a waiter. His contract ended earlier in 2011 and he shifted to being a masseur by the end of the year. He was very understanding, and still well endowed. His was my third cock and last for the month, and for the year of 2011! What a way to end the year. Oh yeah, I love to share and you can get in touch with "Mickey" at 0927 574 1916. He charges Php300 for an hour of massage and Php500 for two hours. What is unique with his technique is that he uses his two forearms in kneading my back and legs.

I would take this time to thank all the readers for reading my blog, and patient for the time being that I had not posted anything at all. I received messages in my planet romeo account and email about what happened for my absence. That was it, it started with a new laptop and new windows operating system! Then came, the christmas season, losing more time to update my blog. And I thought I would be "retiring" when I reached 45. But I guess, retirement would still be a long way for me and it brings more trouble like:

1. a person saying to others that i had sex with him and that I have a disease, very contagious disease. duhhh, i do not even remember him nor I think i have blogged about that person. I admit my medical condition: I am a hypertensive diabetic with a thyroid problem. My diabetes was diagnosed in December 2007. My hypertension was in 2008, and my thyroid problem surfaced in 2009. Diabetes runs in my mother and father side. The hypertension is noted only in my father side and the thyroid problem in my mother side (my mother and most of her siblings, likewise traced to my grandmother!).

2. a person i did have group sex with before my birthday (oct 22) but no longer welcome due to complaints of his rumor mongering, saying that i am quiet because i had to leave and go somewhere else! duhhhh! I still live in the same building, same crime scene location. My mother is already 70 and for her sake, I will not leave her side. Offers to work abroad are immediately declined.

3. and that I am about to die or something! Geesh, I know I have my temper but for these netizens, I try to control my moods. I do not get it why they have to say so nasty things just because they are no longer invited nor welcome in my place!

There are :
1)doubters - people who question my sex life and the pictures,to them I reply that i had been blogging since 2006. Prior to my blogging days, I post my erotic stories in sites like menonthenet
2)the stealers - those who take my pictures and claim it as their own
3)the voyeurs - those who would mack me saying they would just like to watch!I am not a freak show nor a torero. I take pictures and write my story to remember and to show its real for the doubters! simply said, i am not an exhibitionist.
4) the haters - those who take pleasure in spreading lies or mistruths, you will find them in the comment section, hiding under the name "anonymous", they could not even take the time to create a persona.
5) users - like this alex guy who was direct to the point asking if my place is free - yeah my place is free, but i have work.

They exude negative energy and all. But life goes on and life is still good, because I have a family, friends, and readers who are very encouraging, asking for updates and all. I guess I simply should continue living a life in behalf of some readers, for not all can have the opportunity to do so.

Thank you dear reader for being with me. Happy new year, and I will try my best to have more life, more sex in 2012!

Countdown begins

Thursday, 20 October 2011. In a week's time I would start anew. My days are numbered, I would no longer be 44 - my 45th year begins! A friend txted me last night that my last week countdown begins, which I have started by having a dinner with Jericho and Paul. There should be four of us, but the fourth was a no show! Oh well, his lost not mine, no wonder my intuition was not to invite him yet to my place. We ate at Gerrys Grill in Robiinsons Manila and then some hot chocolate at Starbucks - it should have been my treat, a dip in my savings I deemed ok, but Jericho shouldered it saying its his gift.... hmmmm, how should I repay such kindness? Can I staged a group fun for his benefit? Or ... oh well, tomorrow is another day. The night was not over, Paul brought me to Chelu after Starbucks. Gone is the Piggys that I used to know (I met two of my lovers in that place! And yes, once, I suck a guy on one corner on the mezzenine dance floor. Jepoy is now in Australia and was suppose to marry his partner and Val is now with someone else). Oh god, for a while Chelu reminded me of the weekend Piggys, the sounds, the people, the drinks - well the waiters or attendants are eye candy! Paul ended with someone who drived a Ford something in a motel... damn, lucky bastard!

I went home around 3am and sleep eluded me so I watched Colombiana, I finally went to sleep around 5am walking with a migrained around 8am - that's it! I texted my office that I would be on sick leave. Ate breakfast, spend some time with my Mom discussing her scrapbook plans for sunday then went back to sleep. I woke up late in the afternoon with a lot of txt. Agenda for the day: 8pm orgy!!

Friends and guests

Saturday. 08 October 2011. Waking up today, it has been a while since I had a good fuck. And after sucking my friend's dick in his car ... I want more! So today I got resolved to really clean up my place and be open to invites - and I set the time to be 730pm! That should give me ample time to clean up all the mess of my she-devil cats!

A birthday dinner buffet

Friday, 07 October 2011. I scheduled nothing since I got invites from my office batch mates of two decades ago! They had married and had children, and am still happily single and all. Its nice to catch up with them and all.

invite... dis invites

Sunday, 02 October 2011. Hello World! Two typhoons had passed by the Philippines! There was Pedring and then Quiel, both pouring in rains and all. When Pedring left, I could not use my Sun USB modem in the office last wednesday, signal was so bad. Monday and Tuesday, I accepted that the bad weather affected the broadband likewise. Then by thursday, the USB modem no longer had any lights, no signal no matter how weak. I thought perhaps it was SUN, since tv shows how much their service was affected. Then, I thought it might also because I have not paid and they have disconnected me. And last saturday night, my obsessive compulsive side kicked in - went to the Mall of Asia to have the unit checked.. the verdict: busted! Had to replace it! Bummer, money problems! I cannot pig out since I am already obese and diabetic. I cannot shop since I do not have the money. And so... what else is there to do for a Sunday?



My solution: Relax, have fun. I do not have the money yet that weekend, so come sunday morning I simply started texting friends, inviting them to a possible group fun. Its not really that easy to organize, I have to remember the personalities and decide who to invite and who not to invite. One also has to remember that it being a sunday, people would most likely have their own plans and thus not be available. Lam, the super bottom, turns out to be celebrating his birthday. Paul sound excited but failed to show up. Some did not confirm and said will try. And Paulnbo replied with a dreaded text - "ilan" (how many?). I dread that answer because it only results in me having to disinvite him, which I did. Why? I find it stressful to questions I do not have the answer. And by such question, it reflects that numbers matter for him. I cannot and will not guarantee the number of attendees, was still inviting people - so for such a situation, I simply withdraw my invitation. He did apologize but the slot I intended went to someone else. And my bed turned out full that night!



There are other replies that would merit a disinvite, questions that ask who are coming? How the hell would I know who would finally make it or not? Likewise, when I make the roster I usually try to make it a group who does not know each other or at least you do not know half of the other groupies. So, I find it more irritating that when I had the patience to already mention names that confirmed - they would reply with who are they? I mean .... duhhhh.. its an orgy, basically one join for sex and not for a relationship or a soiree. With Paulnbo, I know he would insist himself so here comes the white lie, sorry - I actually have to cancel it because of the weather. :) Well, there are still rains - which actually make it bed weather.

Problem solve? Erhh no, it turns out, he was still insistent not to waste the opportunity. Why cancel? Why not push through with the orgy? Hmmmm, so I made the turn around. I asked him instead to do the inviting, I offer my place for sex - and as expected, he cannot come out even with a single player! My unsolicited advice - when you get invited, just accept or decline, think carefully of questions you would raise. You get invited, you can get disinvited.

And so, how did the group come around? Oto was the first one to arrive, in his case - he is "unique", there is money involved but it was complements of a vacationing friend from abroad, who came second. I was so tired from "mother sitting" that afternoon, I fell asleep and was not able to fix my place. Oto arrived early and to keep him busy, I was there sucking him till Ced arrived. As host, one should not only welcome everyone, one should also make everyone feel comfortable, ergo - one has to suck everyone! Then Bojok came, a mestizo. Baldo who earlier had balked out txted the last minute to ask if he can still catch up, it was his first time for a group sex. Baldo is a runner so his he is dark, slim, and bald. Last surprise guest was Tauro - he said he is not feeling well from the work related stress.




Oto was sucked by everyone who was there, I don't blame them, he does have a very big dick. The only other person that would equal his size was Tauro, and they ended up doing 69 together. Oto was relating its his first time to do so, and he ended up puking in the john afterwards... a mouth that can no longer claim virginity. Baldo also had fun with the others. And after the fun, I fixed up the bed and left Oto and Ced. Ced and Oto already had the "extra", now time for the legitimate massage!




I left them and came back after an hour, oh my... the massage was not yet finished. But after the sex, they do not mind me back on the bed with them, after all we had all been intimate. I did alternate sucking both of their dicks. I saw how he massage the genital area, he was also explaining how its done and all ... sad to say, my attention was on the tv, watching Kitchen Musical first episode.