Stresses of An Event

Received a text from Randy that he is coming into town and so i fixed it at 9 pm, sunday, June 01. No argument on the date and time so I invited other friends for that time.  Got decline because of work, others did not bother any reply, some confirmed. And earlier, around 830 pm Randy himself is asking to move the time by 30 minutes! So friends would come and he is not here? I made the invites because of him and he would be the one not here? Yes, it was so stressful and why I have not been orgynizing lately and prefer a one on one or at most a threesome.

I had been asked why should I host a charity event? It is a charity and it gives me good karma point : Yyyyy and Jhayel are the surprise guest, they visited me although I had no advance notice. The other guests?  Yup.. no show, and yet when you have no invites, they will text and remind you. As the host, i keep my clothes on as I would have to open and close the door, welcome and bid fareweel to these friends. In this case, I only have the pictures to make smile and realize, at least they had fun. (AGAIN :  i got to know them before on a one on one basis. I find it so extremely irritating when a stranger ask me to invite them and introduce them to my friends: and they would not even offer picture or stats... just their number for me to text them for the next orgy.. duhhhh)

In such group fun, for the uninitiated : this is a sexual physical activity, thus 3 physical factors are important and not the sense of humor : the cock ( size and hardness, nothing so frustrating than a soft cock no matter how big or fat), the body ( hunks or muscle are preferred because they scream masculinity, thus  there are those who shun chubs / slims - "addict type skeletal showing ribs"), and the face! Randy and chet are already having fun with Yyyyy and Andy, who have the longest and the fattest cock respectively.  And yet, when Jhayel came into the scene, he did not lack attention. Soon, Randy was sucking him, while Yyyyy was on his right nipple and I was on his left nipple ;' he moaned, he release, that was it.... he was the last then to arrive and the first to cum, and the first to leave.

Inigo was the undecided, texting yes and no... and when I told him "loverboy" Jhayel would be dropping by, he then said yes but I did not took him that seriously. Jhayel was described by Xxxxxx as my "loverboy" because for some time he had been a regular weekly visitor and I would dotingly be his sex slave and masseur .. it was my pleasure to serve him. So Inigo arrived when Jhayel had left, with Chet and randy already dressed up and ready to leave. As host, I initiated in opening the pants, bringing out the cock of Inigo out of his pants and motioned Randy .. the host is obliged to push sex and end it accordingly by turning th elights on.  I would like to believe I am a good host : soon Randy had taken off his shirt and bobbing his head up and down. Inigo definitely was not "out of place or op"

I miss having an extra side kick, a door man. So when Chet opts to leave, I have to escort him out in case the gate is padlocked. When I cam back... ohhhh... Yyyyy was on top of Inigo with Randy on the side.. this time I was able to get more pictures of their position.. it was something, it was hot for me.. and to think that Yyyyy had already released himself earlier after Jhayel!

Oh yes, finally got a quota of hot pics, 2 big cocks pressed together.. and one in the background!

The cost of an orgy? Tissue, laundry, electricity... at least on this one, no condoms were used....

Negligible sex as in None

Tuesday, 15 March 2011. So sorry for the long hiatus. There are several reasons for this - time,life does get in the way and when I talk about time this likewise includes the SUN connection - sometimes it is simply that slow! But of course, I do have to be understanding since I am paying quite cheaply for it - Php649 per month. And the last and best reason that I stop blogging was this experience. This negligible sex, this experience with this guy.

What is so bad? His attitude that he is sort of doing me a favor when he told me "oh sige, game na", and he was protruding his genitals, prodding me to action.. what the fuck? Just like that? So I said, " ok fine, sige " and I simply pulled down my shorts and sort of mooned him.

Yes, it was sort of being treated like a sex object, and yet, normally I would not even mind - why was I feeling bad about it? Why was I sort of feeling the rejection? One thing definite, it stopped me or inhibited me from updating my blog. Likewise, disinterested he was, I did not even bother taking pictures, he was simply not worth it.

Tienpachet texted me that night to drop by my pad - he said he wanted to have sex and yet when we were in my bedroom he commented on the porn. We ended up talking, apparently he has issues with a long, long time friend. My personal opinion is that he has feelings with this male friend of his, which he denies, again and again, that for us to have sex.. "ok sige na.. eto, pero ayokong maghubad, para mag iba" = duhhh, actually he does not want to disrobe just in case his male best friend becomes available, he could easily just leave, which he eventually did! He was pissed off that his friend since his high school years would rather go out with his friends than him, and yet he insist he only has friends since he has a lover!

And that was the last I heard and plan to see him. So, what gives? How come I am back online? I am still up from a good sex with Arel earlier tonight, he likes to have photos taken while having sex, it was one of those cocks that I feel blessed to have. I lost the drive to blog because of that night and recent comments I got, but as I count my blessings since then till tonight - Arel got the best of me, and here I am blogging again. Life is sweet .... and sour. Sometimes one would be up and sometimes you have to go down. Sharing the best pic I have with Arel, that broke this "bloc" I had with Tienpaochet. And what would I wish for Chet, enlightenment, we all have our denial stages, but there would come a time that we have to accept reality and embrace the truth, I hope that comes to you soon.

Frustrating morning, Surprising evening

12 February 2011, Saturday. I still remember Hilda asking why no booking on a Friday night, should I not look for friends, maybe we can still realize her fantasy. Duhhhh. I was forced to admit that although there was nothing, I am expecting Markietot the next morning, another 7am, another morning sex. I really enjoyed having sex with him so expecting him early, I do not want to be sleepy or oversleep. Besides, I felt him sincere and really enjoyed it ... duhhhh! Damn! He did not arrive, there was no sex, there was no txt. I expected him and so I was frustrated with his non appearance. After lunch, I heard from him - he went on leave at work and went a drinking spree with his friends, and he was so wasted he was not able to come this morning. He apologized and promised to come at night. Hmmmm, ok, I really like his hard cock. Its not that its really long, but its really hard, harder than my silicone vibrator! He deserves another chance. Everyone deserves another chance.

Now, what is so special about that evening? In summary, Markietot arrived. Yoshiro texted me and arrived. So, a threesome is brewing. Chet texted likewise but I was already busy giving oral sex to my two guests, Ting replied in my behalf, inviting him to come and drop over! Thus, the threesome became a foursome. Special case, Yoshiro wanted to back out, not sure if he is ready for a threesome, so, how much more, when it becomes a foursome? Read on, to know more.

Markietot may not be considered handsome by the general standards of the population but he is a terrific conversationalist, in english, that is. But I guess he was just able to hone this skill since he works in a call center. Yoshiro however have a face that it would be difficult to say no, he has that boyish charm, that innocent look that one may find it hard to imagine that he has a boyfriend and is into male sex! Well, cock wise, as one can see in the pics, he is not endowed or gifted. We all have our gifts and wish list. The last member Chet is may be considered in between of the two in terms of face and cock attributes, he has a very distinct squarish cock head.

Yoshiro texted me that he wants to back out when he is already in my pad and so is markietot, he thinks he not ready for a threesome. One should not force or push someone, but in this case, he wants to back out for he is not sure. What to do? Deadma? Ignore and just focus on Markietot, let him go home? No, one has to be a nurturing parent when the other party is acting like a child, needing reassurance, asking for comfort. I back embraced Yoshiro, hugged him, whispered to him to relax, and let me handle. And as not to alienate Markietot, I would touch him and look at him, smile at him. This way, I was able to manuever them both in my bedroom.

One has to continue to hugging, cuddling them, assure them that they are desired, wanted, that they should not fear any rejection or that they would not be left out. Likewise, although there is more attention to the one who is flight risk, you know, the one that might just back out or walk out - one just do not allow them the opportunity to waiver and have self doubt. Let lust lead the way. Assist them even in taking their clothes off, fondle their genitals, make it hard by touch. It was not simply stoking and giving them a hard on, it is to make them feel hot, aroused so sexually that leaving is not an option, getting a release is what they would want to do. And so, from getting them into the bedroom, I got Yoshiro naked in my bed. Markietot expressed nothing so no assistance required. Both of them now naked and in my bed!

One of a kind on my first friday of 2011!

Friday, 07 January 2011. I have joked with John last wednesday that my last week of 2010 was spent celibate. I told him that it was like a year, and that this week is sort of payback time. There would always be some surprises, and one of them is Chet!

Being an insomniac and a net addict I am usually online, I am definitely not in front of the laptop but I leave my connection open. Consider this habit as sort of cyber fishing, afterall, most men surf and check who is online thus if you want to get noticed your profile should at least looked online. Chet was horny last wednesday but I declined since I just finished that group sex, I said most likely thursday. Thursday came, and there was albert, a short guy but a big dick, he made me cum while he was fucking me = so, being spent I declined Chet for the second time. Friday afternoon, he said he is going home early and that we can meet around 7, which became 9, and then around 11. I was thinking of cancelling it off ... really ... but I had a good dinner, and I have Ting and Felicidad as company so my mood was already better. A side story of the night would be on the comments section.

And so, on the third try, I finally met chet, who I expected to be shorter. His skin is smooth and all. I think he sensed that I was a bit tired and said that he would not take long, that it would be quick, remembering someone who finished even before I got to suck him .... a really fast one, I asked him "Should I take my clothes off?"