The morning after ....

Wednesday, 05 May 2010. I woke up early, go back to sleep, woke, sleep, woke - then, Oh my God! Am late. What the fuck, my stomach is still queasy, tense and all, minus well rest. I would send my apologies to the office later, most likely to report half day. Carlos36 was there in my apartment, already helped me out by cleaning the kichen and have started his exercises. I was just doing my own business, thinking on how to make myself relax and make my body heal. I have been burping and all, its my hyperacidity acting again! Stress, I know.

I felt a presence, I turned and saw Leon! The Alaska Boy! He was just here last night, what.... oh yeah, Carlos36 likes him. He asked his number and... Now what should I have for breakfast? Leon or bacon? Both! Leon and then something to swallow for my stomach, bacons and egg!

Alaska boy Grown up!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010. Been exchanging messages with a 20 yr old, based on his profile that has no pic. I did not put much into it, for if I remember correctly, I had exchanged messages with him before - just presumed he backed out, simply for the reason that he is young and simply experimenting and thus got cold feet.

He seemed impatient with his text messages, most probably bored in their summer brak and now just looking for something to do. He texted he had to do something and would just advise me later upon his arrival ... and so when he texted that he is downstairs, I find it very surprising. And more surprising when I saw his face, his body - 20? I sincerely doubt it. The image that I have in front of me is the curly haired blondie Alaska Boy, except he is in the flesh and with brown hair! How old could he really be? I dare not lay even a finger on him.....

I asked him what year he was born, he was looking directly in my eyes. 1991 he said. Then, I also remembered he drove a car to get here which is why he was concerned about a parking space, and assuming they do not cheat on driver´s licenses, he must be at least of the legal age of 18. And he took the matters in his own hand, sort of, he took my hand and placed it on his crotch, oh my god.. there is hard on already there and it was very promising.

Well, following one of the dictates of justification and reason leaving my head. Yes, we proceeded to have sex. Wait, I asked if I can have a picture of his cock, so pinkish, so big, and it will be inside me. He was hesitant and so I showed other pics in my camera. He asked if the Moreno in the pictures are Carlos36, and I said no (they are of Hecmar and Jose C9). Carlos36 was there, so I asked him to join us, or at least give him a taste. Perhaps, he would come back for a threesome.

He is definitely not a virgin, he knows. Also, the cliche of doubt "Te gusta?" (You like it'". And of course, the cliche answer of "Si" (yes), afterall it was the truth, I was enjoying it.

It was a delight to suck that cock from the tip of its clans to his balls. It was so hard and so pinkish. I was afraid that I would be sucking him to cum prematurely, he was dripping pre cum a lot. He asked me "coger" (fuck) and I took out the Durex condom, the one that has a bigger size for him. The Trust condom I have would be of no good, it would just rupture. I put a pillow under my buttocks, lie on my back, and raised my legs in the air. I want to see his face, his angelic face, we were looking at each others eye, when I am now squinting from the pleasure pain of his penis. It was a delight to feel him full inside me.I enjoyed the moments, and soon, he asked for another position, he wanted me on fours.. "cuatro". He then inserted himself, no resistance, he fills in my hole. He was fucking me in and out and I was enjoying every inch of him.. then i felt him shake, and grunt... he came.

Second Time Failure!!!

Monday, 03 May 2010. Just finished eating dinner - fried it myself from a freshly opened can of Maling (luncheon meat made in China). Nothing really planned, just catching up on work and did a little shopping. I recieved a text message asking me when I would like to have sex with him, or rather a threesome with him and a friend, and he said they are 19 and 17! Oh great, how do I get out of this? Simply agree and postpone it to another day. Then, I proceeded to get my occasional massage (been with him for more than a year... nothing more). Yeah, boring monday...

Then Jose the Colombian texted me, he was asking me where I was and that he has someone. Oh well, the day is not over yet, I might still get lucky. The friend, Marcos, is handsome, latino, nice body, a hard one, oh I was excited, it would be so nice to have him inside me! It turns out, he is not exactly a venezolano by blood, but by circumstance. His father is from Brazil and his mother is German, huh? He explained that it was some sort of an adventure.

It was exciting to see Marcos and Jose get undressed, I love the body of Marcos. Jose went to clean himself, and I ended up mouth to mouth with Marcos. It was so nice, and he allowed me to take pics - just no face. What is the failure...

Jose brought someone who seems not aroused. I mean, I kissed and sucked and all but it was not that exactly that hard. Marcos' member became erect but not enough to fuck me. Jose tried to be the director, telling us what to do - I just kept my silence... how can Marcos fucked me with such an erection that is lacking? True enough, Marcos himself stopped trying. To make do with the situation, I changed position to suck Marcos, and we ended up in a 69 position, with him on top, and I see Jose's cock slowly enter his ass, and see it moved. Oh yes, it was exciting to see the cock in motion, the same one that has fucked me a lot in the past, and I was thinking I would be next.

Second time failure - Jose had brought someone before that did not get aroused, so is this one. Second time failure, disappointment, I came from the kissing and nipple sucking of Marcos, but Jose did not fuck me! Yeah, I came but still pissed off, and so I just took more pictures. I even got a 15 second video of them fucking, the same way that Jose used to fuck me. Then, I left them and watch tv. Bitin!! (lacking!)

Anyway, as they left, I gave a calling card to Marcos, he might not be endowed or function that well - but he is a bottom I can share with other tops or activos that I know. Marcos, he is still welcome! Any suggestion on how I can post their 15 second fuck?

Surprise blind setup

Sunday, 2 May 2010 - Darwin have already texted me as early as Friday that he would drop by for a visit - with two friends, one for him, and one for me. And so, today, as much as I still want to go out shopping for books at the book fair, I rushed to be home by 5 pm. I know, what some may think of my having an open house - I might be the third wheel, a friend with a place, condoms, lubricant, and towels. But then, fishing is better done in company. And you know what - when I saw who Darwin brought with him - I laughed, and laughed. Its a small world after all. He brought Hector, who I met around february 2009, I think - I have posted a story about it. He was still wearing a white shirt, incredible pecs, still the same black skin, silver earings - and that unforgettable thick cut cock of his!!

Now, I asked for his permission. He said no.. I asked again specifying that there would be no face pics and showed this blog, he agreed!! So - enjoy the pics, as Darwin and I enjoyed Hector. Darwin and I alteranated sucking hector, his nipples, lips, balls, and ass! Hector was delirious from all the attention.

Mi Maestro Jorge .... My Master Jorge

Friday, 30 April 2010. After last wednesday´s embarassment, I definitely took last night as a night of rest. But, today I was hoping to have something after work. It would be nice to go out, movies or dinner, but that is a little bit intimate and I am not sure with whom I should go out. Then Master Jorge sent a message online: Me gusta conocerte (I want to know you).

Nice! Excited, I immediately replied yes and showed him my private pics. He only has one pic, a black and white photo of his cock in his hand. The cock pictures was impressive in terms of length, which he said to be 19 cm uncut. BUT, the cock was supported by his hand ... normally, I do not take pictures of cocks with the support of a hand, for two reasons: 1-the hand would provide a reference in terms of length and size, and sometimes the mind would not perceive its size as such 2-a hand support means the dick is not hard enough to stand on its own, which can be justified because its too big or too long, still, its a bit of minus if there is not enough blood to sustain the hard on, right?

His reply:ya veo en las fotos que te gusta mamar . pero te veo solo con penes pequeños podrás con este guevote que yo tengo ? (I see in these photos that you like to suck. But I only seee you with small penises can you handle a cock like what I have?"





What the fuck!?!! Arrogant!! He may be thirty and well endowed, but I was speechless for a while with his message. I have my own ego, afterall, I have experience. I simply replied that I like to suck, only to make it hard enough to sit and be fucked with it. And then I gave him the link to this blog.

He message back: i see u enjoy 2 share your sex adventures online ... that's hot ! but i`m not shure if i want 2 be exposed in your blog ! He knows english! Although it sounds like the english used in texting... is he a latino, or another Filipino wanting to catch my secret identity? Should I be paranoid? Should I go for another fish, another latino to have sex with tonight. I informed him in english my basic principles in my blog - I take pictures with consent and I do not write everything, unless it is really worthy to write and remember by. But I thanked him how glad I am to be able to exchange in English since it has been a while, and how I even ended up giving them a massage. Somehow, that lured him, he replied as:

ok. sounds nice. i`ll let u massage me then. i`ve been suffering of stress lately. but be carefull, if u turns me on again i`ll take u for the second time. i know u will enjoy it anyway, bitch !

u can call me sir, master, my lord... as long as u show always respect for me. You should be gratefull `cause i`m sharing my big cock with u so please me well ! after the speechless cruising, once we were together having fun, i`ll talk 2 u giving some instructions. i`ll do it in spanish so u can learn my language while u`re pleasing me. as my bitch it`s the less u can do... learn spanish 4 me 2 understand and please. if i say something that u don`t understand, please let me know... and i`ll spank u for that !

we can meet around 6 pm. i will be nice in chacao, so i prefer we meet near of my office (and your home). maybe in the c.c. that connects el sambil with the fco. de miranda avenue in chacao? CENTRO EMPRESARIAL CHACAO i think it`s the name. I`ve always have fantasies about cruising in this place. details of encounter, we can define them by cell phone. i got your number... now i just need your ass. you`re already mine, bitch. i own u and i`ll only use u for my own pleasure !

My god!! He want to be my Master.. a role playing, with him the dominant one. Thoughts of me wearing a leather collar, chained came into mind. Fetishes! Reminds me of Leon who spanks me. Sidebar, can anyone tell me about spanking? How come my ass is usually spanked!! There are times I almost could not tolerate it. Anyway, I love the role playing, to be the submissive, to be his slave, for him to use my mouth and my ass the way he pleases. Yes, I would be his bitch.

Now, i have something to look forward after work ... work that extended until 8pm!!! By then, Master Jorge said he is no longer sure. What a roller coaster ride. I was so full of hope, and so as I walk home, I sent a text message that I am already walking home. Perhaps, a quickie? Just to probe to him that I can take his cock in my mouth, and I do need a dick in on my lips! He said maybe ... and so, I went home, cook rice and heated my dinner... resigned to simply jack off the night away.

Then, he texted that he can pass by a little, he would just finish his dinner. Ok, I said I would go down and wait for him near the bakery. I was looking at each passer by, waiting for a big, black guy, 30s since he has a big long cock, that is how i envision him. Texting but apprehensive that he saw me and did not like me... and yet, there is this thin, slightly taller than me, mid 20s standing on the side, giving me the eye. I smiled but I was still waiting for my master. Then he beckoned, well, if my master would not be coming, at least I have a young latino, my luck!!




"my battery is dead" Huh, its him!! My god! My mental picture was totally wrong! I got excited. I kept my wits, I remember his fantasy, so I noded and led the way to my apartment. He followed.

No words, until we arrived at my apartment. In the kitchen, he looked at me, chest out, strutting his groin and beckoned. I knelt and opened his pants, boxers!!! I had to fondle and fish for the eel inside - true enough, he has a long dick slightly bent downwards. That cock can be a deadly weapon, it went straight to my mouth, and I was able to take him all in - gagging me, with his hand holding my head, I had to push him for some air!! The cock was a good fit to my throat, It was something that goes so right into my mouth.

We stopped, I said "bedroom, master'"

"OK BITCH, YOU ARE MINE NOW!"

My head was looking down, bowing to show subservience. I was still fully clothed, afraid to be presumptious to take my clothes off. I was there to please him, it is my happiness to provide pleasure. I dare not smile, but I was ecstatic with glee - he is more than I hope for. He is smooth and looks very exotic - he has very deep sete eyes, a sharp nose, he does not appear to be the typical venezolano and I dared ask him if he is a Venezolano. "Yes, I am, but I am mixed." He told me about his grandparents being italian, spanish, aruban or trinidad... point is, he really have mixed blood heritage making him more attractive than usual.







Inside my room, he took off his clothes and jumped into my bed. It was such a sight! He does not look like to be in his 30s, his cock was definitely standing, twitching by his own. I was hungry for it, but --- I have to ask, can I take a picture? Please - I want to be his sex slave! He is one I would love to share to others, even just in pictures. He said yes, obviously, and he was the one who took most of the pictures - even with his dick in my ass!!!




Words are not enough to describe the way he fucked me! I was on my back, and he slowly inserted himself and hugged my body, forcing it on his tool. I exist for his pleasure, and yet, I find myself amazed to have such a new experience, such that I think this is one of my longest posting, and yet it is not enough to describe how much I enjoyed his fuck. Oh yes, the morning after, the aura of sex was so much, my libido was so high, I had to jack off myself.

We did it standing. I sat on him. I did it spread eagled. I did it sort of missionary style, with both of us hugging to each other. He would say things in spanish, no... sorry, i was lost in pleasure to try to understand what he said or even try to remember it. I was simply his bitch, his sex slave, I am his.




He left almost midnight... he came around thrice. He said he was suppose to go to an ex girlfriend´s party but now he is tired to go and that his battery is dead, he would just go home. Sweet dream, I said. After the massage, I guess he would sleep well. He thinks I would sleep well too.. oh yeah, I slept so well, I slept late! And so inspired to write this down.. and post the pictures.

I am glad to be his bitch... now, i wait to serve my lord again....

Embarrasing Wednesday

Like I said, life has its ups and downs. I thought of myself lucky to have another sex eyeball planned last Wednesday - a white daddy bear! I had to wait for him outside my building, its no use to go up around 6 flight of stairs up and down - the elevator is down again, afterall, what do you expect of a 30 year old building? Venezuela is one of the most expensive cities, so imports are not easy nor spare parts for cars or elevators.

Actually, Leon has no picture on his profile. I have no idea on what he looks life - I am a gambler in that way. So there I was, sitting in front of a liquor store, eating macaroons and drinking coke light - waiting and looking at the passersby. He was late, he informed me - not surprised for I already noted the traffic.

He arrived, dressed in a pale mint green long sleeve shirt. He is white and with a beer belly, that makes him the daddy type. But there was that hunger in him, I sense that, I like that. Have I mentioned I am a bit psychic, we are all psychic, but I am more of an empath, a sensitive, and the best sex usually I have are with those who are equally horny, full of libido - thus, paid sex does not work well for me.

True enough, we are still in the kitchen area, we were already kissing, gropping each other! I had to stop him, and guide him to my bedroom. There we continued. He is big enough, and easy to handle - after Jose and Gustav, he is simply manageable.

Oh yeah, he was hungry and I was responding to the hunger. Lust was consuming both of us. I was on bed, on my back and he was feeding his cock, he was tweaking my nipples. It was heaven. I had to place a condom and have him inside my ass. It was divine, a good fit, hurt a little, a delightful pain from the big head of his cock. But he was very creative, he would direct me to twist and turn, having my legs one way, on the side, bent, and more, he was stretching my legs, trying to fuck me deeper and all. I guess, it could go on and on. He stopped, second phase - my sex toys, he asked for a dildo.

The black dildo! I have a white dildo, dont remember where i placed it. I have a black dildo not because I like black -- but n case it becomes messy because of its size, well, it would be a little bit more discreet. I was on my fours and he tried to fuck me with it - it was ok, I was gasping for breath. Then, i just felt something on my legs.. like tears, brown tears on my legs. I had to excuse myself and go to the bathroom. I took time on the throne and then took a shower, only to come back with him fully dressed... damn, embarrasing! I asked if he wants to stay longer, he said he had to go... ooops.. he said some other time, yeah right.. i do not blame him, i felt more embarassed - i had eyeballs that ended in nothing, but not sex that he did not even finished or cum, more so to get this mess....

Well, life has its own lemons.