Music and massage

Saturday, 24 April 2010. I had an extended lunch so to speak, since I had to have a human dessert. Tom is an eye candy. I am already used to a latino looking older than me although we would be in the same age bracket but he.. he is the first one, his face looks young, and so thus his body! The only tell tale sign of his age would be his hair, it has white and yet it adds character, a certain paradox - white air connotes age and yet a face that had defied time. His profile said he is 40 but he told me he would be 44 in a few months, and I just surmissed it would be in June that makes him most likely cancerian... and then he was surprised, so chock.. ooops.. did I say something wrong?

I saw him waiting at my building wearing a pink shirt and cream shorts, very much looking like a preppy or a yuppie.. whatever, i hope you get the idea. Its sad that the elevator is again out of order so we had to walk up making up a tiring warm up on my legs. He was definitely looking in to my face, my eyes - and I had that feeling of insecurity. Do I look good or weird for him? Maybe I should get that haircut that I have been putting off. Perhaps I should have not worn this 4 bracelets of mine - to ward off evil and as my protection. Does he think of me to be effeminate because I am still wearing the stud earrings I had to pierce my ears? Is he silent because he is simply that type or thinking on how to excuse himself and leave?

I should be confident about myself, insecurity shows and would be felt, and any self doubt is not good. But then again, when someone looks better than I do, when someone looking as handsome as he is - I become that insecure person that lurks in every human being, and not to mention, I really like to do him! Not because I am horny and desperate, such eyes, such face, such body, I want it on top of me. I could just rush him to my bedroom, have it done and over with, but that would be so boorish as treating him no more than a sex object that a repeat if I succeed would be out of the question! I took a little time, offered him water, fixed myself an instant juice - chatted a little, although it was hard to concentrate with that handsome face of his.

My place is hot, I am at the wrong side of the building, no breeze. Its a negative but it has an advantage, he said its hot, I agreed and it was my cue to ask him to move to my room - where there is a window, malfunctioning aircon, and an electric fan. Smooth move.

Fast forward.

He dressed so fast. I have scored, and surprisingly he tweaked and touch my nipples I could not help but masterbate myself to my own cumming. He doe snot had one of those supersized cocks but it was something that I felt with his every thrust. I let him go, let him leave.. this would definitely be the first and last.

Uhhh.. dressed so quickly? And I thought I would be able to give you at least a back rub, t east your leg muscles from all of that walking up. He lighted up and walked back inside, and readily undressed again, asking if he needs to take everything off.. I said yes. This time, I placed some mtv music, english and filipino songs to relax him, to make him want to come back again.

He stayed longer, as much as he can since he has to host a radio station that afternoon, so he says. Now, its a question of time if I would have the pleasure again of his company.

*** Oh yeah, Saturday is great, I also had an evening dessert, Hector dropped by and it was sex and a massage again. He hurt me good that I had to walk the numbing pain of such a big ass in Plaza Altamira later ***

Luis de la calle....

24 April 2010. I have noted the stories I have written and the pics I have not yet posted. And I noted I have nothing about Luis!!! If I am not mistaken, I met Luis last December 2009. Luis is a tall white guy, he is bald, or "calvo" as they described him here. And yet because of his complexion and height, he could easily be still an actor in the Philippines. I was on my way home from a relatively cheap date - a dinner at McDonalds with Miguel, a super conceited guy. Oh, I have no dreams or hope of having sex with Miguel, he is risky and a confused person - egging me to have sex with him, saying how nice he is, and even showing his naked pictures on his phone, then asking me if I can pay for female whore and that they would have sex while I watch them... Duhhh!!! Never did that and never would I do that.

I was then feeling disgusted from Miguel that walking home, I already spotted this tall white guy all in black. He crossed the streets and I was staring at him, our eyes met and I stutter with my simple english. He was cool, he simply asked if I have a place, if I leave alone. Just like that? Is it my lucky night or considering I am picking him up from the streets, I would be held up later in my place? My heart was thumping with excitement and fear.

I would be straight - as there was no more seduction or anything, it was a done deal. We went straight home, to my bedroom, and he undressed. He does not have that big or long cock that other latinos have - but it was very hard and sort of triangular in shape, I mean, small head with a body that gets bigger in the base! By no standard it would be considered small or average, it was simply different and delicious. I sucked and fucked, fucked and suck. A round was not enough for him, he had to cum again. Thus - the next time,we had sex, it was without doubt a threesome and I have paired him with Darwin, Cogie, DocM, and Carlo36. This month, we had sex but since it was a bit too sudden, my mouth, ass, and hand had to endure him twice. Sharing instead the pics I was able to take of the threesome with Cogie this January of 2010.

Friday morning ... still waiting , hoping

Friday morning, 23 April 2010. I still have nothing new, no one new to write and share about. Well, I know I had a carry forward of monday morning sex with Yimi. Tuesday had me resting having two fucks that afternoon, Jose of Colombia and DocM. Wednesday is a romantic night, theater and then a light dinner. Now that date, is a dream, I can only wish he is my lover, he is without doubt a trophy boyfriend, but I can only dream.

Reality is - the sex I had are repeat sex, but how can I complain when they are all good. Gabriel came back again last night and we had god sex, he came three times - still he said no for any photographs!

Anyway, since we are talking about repeats.. let me just post pics of Peter which I met last year and had sex again in my pad. He is someone I wish to have a repeat, a six footer guy that places a rubber tubing on his scrotum, I guess so that he would not cum so easily. Sex is ... TIRING!! He would bang me again and again, and although he is in his 40s, his athletic ability and flexibility usually leaves my legs sore from all the stretching that I had to do. But of course, I endured all for there is nothing like the pleasure of his cock inside my ass. Hmmm.. I should text him - maybe he tried to contact me when I was out of town and since I did not reply, he might have move on... anyhows.. take a look at his pic.. and I tell you, he is a reason to stay in love with Caracas (ps.. as a spoiler, there is a rationing now for sugar, flour, and milk - if you find them on supermarket shelves!)

Waking up to a hard body

19 April 2010. Monday. I am back in the office, writing my blog, wearing a smile on my face, from ear to ear. I think I have been writing the whole morning. Well, minus well update the week that was, before it becomes a distant memory. I know I still have to review my treasure box of pics from last year - I do not want to accumulate back log on my blog, after all I have been enjoying life on my back for a while.

No one really so far, except that Yimi have slept over and slept together, spooned together. Thus, waking up wrappped in his muscled dark biceps, my lips on his chest, it was so easy to put out my tongue, and not soon enough I waked up his curved cock, I felt it twiched on my skin.

Yeah, an added aphrozidiac is knowing that although I pay for the massage, the sex is free ... sex from last night that extended until this morningª

Oral Exam

18 April 2010. Sunday. I lose it. I mean my patience, my cool. I was in the office with a shouting match with the hag, and the rest of the office have to separate us. I was shaking with anger, that I know and had to sit down on the stairs, and yet I continue to stair back with her. I still remember her words - Insolentª Putanginaª My officemate /friend told me how red i was with anger.

I stayed longer in the office enjoying my table, hoping against hope to get a message, a hit that I might have sex after all - friday was horrible, i felt so bad that i was not able to sleep well despite three rounds of sex with gabriel. But, since today was horrible too, despite the weather or because of it, there might be someone who would be horny enough to braved the rain and get himself a piece of ass, my ass that is. I even chatted with Henry from New Zealand, he asked if ever I got "warak", and I said - yeah, I almost freaked out once when Bambini took his cock out, it was a bit messy, messy with my own bloodªª But a real trooper that I was, just changed condom, rested a while and we fucked again.

Going home, there was still some rain. I had an early dinner and ate solitarily. How do I relax, how do I get my equilibrium. I was suppose to meet someone who fantasize of doing it with an asian, we were suppose to meet sunday, today, but nothing from him. I do not blame him - the rain would not stop, and we do need the rain for its water and as their source of electricity.

Wait a minute, I have been the one giving the massage, minus well get one. If he makes me horny well I will keep my options open. Or if my self discipline holds out, I save a few fuerte by simply jacking myself off, and then off to sleep. Yimi turns out just arrived back and is still in the airport, he said he would arrived most probably around 9 pm.

The erotic one, Hector, sent a text - Como esta que haces. how are you what are you doing
I replied back. Estoy bien, descanso en mi cama, tengo ganas un poco.
Tengo ganas igual. Puedo ir
Si. Me encanta.
Well I thought I can have a little free sex, get a massage, and then go to sleep.

Freaky Fucking Friday

16 April 2010. Thank God its Friday! Office was so bad. I had another match with an old inutil officemate, she would have been booted out a long time ago if not for her blood connections. I ended up shouting and cursing, and slammed the office gate on my way out. Walking home I was calming myself, telling myself.. there is a 25 year old venezolano that wants to have sex with you. He only has a photo of himself wearing shades and a julia robert smile.

Ooops! Carlosj36 is at my home, half naked, fixing, cleaning, and arranging my house. We had chatted and I told him that I would be seeing this young thing. He was excited for me but I told him in advance that he is young and he still have a lot of fears, doubts.. or in the vercular.. na i inarte, nag ma maganda!!! Hey, I know I should be wary of the 20 year olds but I cannot be choosy but be glad if someone that young would like to try someone like me. Well, Gabriel said he does not like surprises, no cameras, no videos - also that means no other person in my pad. The type that doe snot want to be found out yet. I texted him, I understand and that if upon meeting, he does not like me, no questions ask, no explanations, he can just leave. He can reject me, and that I already have made other plans - I would watch Clash of the Titans (Furia de Titanes 3D).

Wait.. let me cut this short.. I do not have the time to be literally and nostalgic. I just thought that friday would not be as good as monday or wednesday afterall, just had a horrible shouting match. Gabriel does not have a mouth expanding cock like Gustav but what I loved about it is that it was hard, very hard, spherical that it was a delight to suck it in my mouth and then to sit on it. When he fucked me, I was on my back, legs in the air, and he was upright pounding me, slammng his body that it was such a delight. He came eventually but I did not stop touching him at all, the cock was still hard.

We are watching porn which is a must.. and I was telling him about Carlosj36 who was exercising in the sala / kitchen. He agreed to try a threesome with him. It was here that he sucked Carlosj36 while I sucked his everlasting hardon, and something I rarely do - placed a condom on my puny dick and fucked his ass. I was fucking him while he was sucking ass, and then I placed a condom on his cock while I sat on him, and he continue to suck carlosj36. Next thing, I was on my back and I moved him to fuck me, had him lean forward, and carlosj6 entered him from behind. He had to adjust himself for a while, he had no problems with my dick, but Carlosj36 has a larger dick for him. Being on the bottom of the sandwich, I feel everythime Carlosj36 move his hips, and when he stops, it was gabriel who moves, fucking me and Carlosj6, and we would all look at the closet mirror where our reflection shows - three bodies entwined, dark, white, and cream.

Carlosj36 have to rush for he has to work.I was left with Gabriel, he enjoyed watching male porn, and for rest, I put out my massage oil and started giving him a back rub. Of course, my massage starts with massaging with my hands and ends up massaging with my tongue and mouth, and the with me on my back again.

Counting Numbers

14 April 2010. Wednesday. Yesterday was sort of a disappointment, nada, nothing. I thought since the week started so nicely it would continue the following day. Not to mention that I guess with such a good sex, there is that afterglow, that lingering level of libido. Oh well, just time to move on, I need a better bait!!

How do I get the fish, the latinos back in my bedroom? I was just told that the only other single filipino, younger and better body, was seen in the company of 4 latinos and were gone for a few days!!! Duhh, no matter that he was a seaman, a marinero, married and with children - I knew he was gay when I saw his pic in facebook! And when I met him in person, I had no doubts that he is queer and unfortunately we would be on the same level, same boat, same polarity!!! And so again, for the second time, a pinay was asking if he was gay - I told her I have known so since the first time I saw him and confirmed when I saw him in person. The first pinay have said so last December. I guess he was no longer able to contain himself, and he - he is competition! Somehow, an asian is fantasy or wish list of most venezolanos, and so, Think!! Think!! How shall i get laid again?

Gustav sent a message, he like my fotos! And so I responded by showing him all and I offered to give him a massage. His profile did not show any face pic, just his legs and body. He is white, he seems well proportioned and big legs. Well, I may not have sex but the second best is to touch him all over and so I offered him massage. I sounded it a bit exotic by describing it asian and all. He asked how much - I laughed at this response. Double checked his profile, 45 years old... my age group but the photos does no seem to be that of a 40 yr old... must be the angle, old fotos, or fakes. Whatever - as a friend have said, "lamang tiyan din iyan", following Caloy´s motto. I pushed for it. The Magic phrase.. FREE ASIAN MASSAGE!

We met that wednesday afternoon. He is tall and white, with white hair and some white body hair. Taller than dopey and thus a bit lankier. His face would have been definitely handsome if not for the exaggerated chin of his. I already know by instinct, this would be one cock I would not be disappointed. Actually, it was a surprise!! As he may have been cursed with an excessive chin, he was blessed with an excessive dick!!! Wait.. wait.. I am jumping, almost forgot another detail - Gustav was my second fuck! Jose the Colombian have texted earlier and I not to turn down a sure and regular thing, I agreed with him, and timed it just in time for Gustav. Why do I only remember it now, well, Gustav is big, but I was able to take him - since my hole have just been primed earlier by Jose!!

I know I was risking it, very risky. I was forced to tell partial truth to Jose. I told him that I have another date and that we only have limited time, for I have a date, would be picked up. And so, as I ushered Jose out, within minutes, I was recieving Gustav in the building edifice! Sometimes, it is best to tell your date in advance you have limited time so the sex would not draw out long.

It turns out, Gustav is another accountant like me. I was counting numbers. I would give him a massage, like the ones I usually get at home... except its only a partial massage, my trick, mi tramposo, to touch him erotically, hard and smooth that by the time he turns, he should already have that hard on, and then sex commence.

Exploring Geology ...

19 April 2010, Monday. I have always placed my browser on this cruise suite while I do other things, its basically fishing. When I was younger, I remember being the sidekick, having to walk the streets or go to bars in the hope of bumping into something. Now, with technology, one simply have to wait and be patient.

Should I consider myself a realist or having a low self esteem, if I go out with lesser attractive man, someone who look older or goofy? I saw his pics and the impression is that of Dopey, you know, one of Snow White´s dwards. He is white, un blanco, round eyes, and that sweet smile. Its an image that is cute, adorable, but something that can be said as sexy - I mean, you know, when you see a mascot, you might hug and kiss him - but not have sex. I am flattered and happy he took time to contact me, not to mention that it was a bit cold and wet with the start of the rains here in Caracas. What the heck... I said yes.

Well, photos do not lie but they also do not tell all the story! I saw him at the building gate, he has that red sun kissed skin, goofy smile, those round eyes - yup the face do remind me of dopey the dwarf, except that he is a six footer!!! That I did not see coming, I should really learn to understand those height in centimeteres!!! Not looking at his face, to just think of his height - now that shout sex - i mean he is a bit lanky and tall, and in my book they usually have nice cocks. Except like I said that his face calls of friendship ... one that talks and sip coffee, not the type that one ends up sucking and fucking!!! So.....

Banged by Bambini

How should I described him? A gentle giant? I stand around 5-8 and he is taller than me. My pant size is 30 and his is 36. He is bigger than mostmen, and definitely endowed than most of them. As I write this, my pillow and pillow case need to be dried - since I was forced to laundry them, dirty or messy still happens when I encounter a dick size I am not accustomed too.

Ok, now I have pictures of what gave me sheer bliss, I also have to include one that I have him in my mouth that perhaps there would be a comparison of his dick size inside my mouth. For the solo shots does not do justice to his dick. His dick is in proportion to his huge body mass, that it would look just average or normal, but look, and look as how my mouth is stretch wide to be able to take him in. And what I like about sucking his cock? Its truly hard, such that I am envious of his youth, he is only 20! I know I sound almost like a cougar.. but hey, I do not think of myself as wrinkled or something as what Ruffa G described a cougar.

Massage.. anyone?

I am still alive , ok. I know I have not posted much lately.

I know I have not been blogging for quite some time and yet there is so much to write, to think about. For this, my apologies - likewise I was hoping to get my original blog back.

Its just sometimes there is not much time to do so. My apologies, between the little time I have left, I would rather suck and fuck than write. Not to mention that I have nothing really new to tell much. I still have sex, but no new experiences just repeat sex. I do try my best to give the best blowjob and an ass that knows how milk their dicks, that they would love to return for more.

What inspired me to make a blog entry - I met this contemporary handsome guy. He is in his 40s and yet he is very attractive in person, oozing with sex appeal, with charisma. Surprisingly, my friend Carlos36 was also in my place - and since we thought he would no longer come, we invited another one, Horacio. And so there was some bit of stalemate ..... actually no sex, and he said NO!

I wanted to boot him out of my place immediately, I mean why waste time if I would not be able to score right? And not to mention, that since he is attractive, handsome - and with my vulnerability, it would be so easy to fall for him. But he did not excuse himself to leave, and so I stayed till Carlos and Horacio left ... no sex. Then it was just me and Chamo. The DVD was already playing rough muscle porn, he was fast forwarding it. And so, I asked him to simply disrobe his short, lie on his stomach and started giving him a back rub. Then I asked if he liked me to rub his legs likewise, and of course, off goes his shoes, socks, and jeans leaving him in his black calvin klein underwear. I just continued massaging him like any other Filipino massuer, although at times making sure I bump his jewels, giving due attention to his buttocks and the back of his knee! Its an erogenous zone so I always make sure it is touched as erotically sensual as I can!

True enough, when I asked him to turn over, his briefs are well tented. And when I touched it, there was no objections... easy to bring it out, and inside my mouth. Thus... I got to enjoyed his hard cock, sucking it as much as I can. And oh yes, that is how I ended up last night! And we are still exchanging messages today!

It pays knowing how to do some massage..... That is the best tip I can say. Sure there are some hard to get guys, you just have to work your way to his crotch, slowly, little by little. And massage is a good way to do it. Yeah, I know that for some is to get the guy drunk - but liquor is expensive and one is not sure if their cock would get hard from all that alcohol. Besides, I find it more fun, amusing, knowing they have their mental faculties in tact, very conscious, and yet, lose control in terms of their horniness - the libido aroused from all that physical touch.

Care for a massage?